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My name is Lola, I'm 18 years old - the age when everyone expects you to have already chosen the path: university, career, plan for ten years ahead, but I'm still standing at the crossroads, looking in different directions and don't know where to go, and it's probably normal to be lost until you stop pretending that everything is clear. At school, I was the one who is remembered when an answer is needed in literature or music, but not the one who is chosen as captain or presenter at a concert. I loved reading - especially books about girls who left small towns and found themselves somewhere under a strange sky. I dreamed about the same thing - but didn’t know where to start. My parents wanted me to become a lawyer or a doctor - “reliable”, “prestigious”, “future”, and I kept asking: “What if I don’t want to?” After school I didn’t apply anywhere. Not because of laziness - I just didn’t want to jump into the water without knowing if there was a bottom. I tried online courses on photography - I liked it, but I didn’t have the courage to show someone my pictures. I worked in a flower shop - I loved the smell of earth and roses, I loved how people smiled when they received bouquets,…